Senin, 28 Maret 2011

my 18th

its my eighteenth, its my turn
because the world's round and it turns me on
because the wind's high and it blows my mind
life is old
life is new
life is all
I'm in..

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"I miss the old ya! where you at?"

"sorry, in the past, go get the time machine if you really so"

-if you smart enough, you know the answer-
because I'm home, safe and sound
tsokay then,

"what is the best present in your entire life?"

"being born and given the chance"


i would be a person who always be grateful
thanks God,
funk YOU!

:)

Kamis, 24 Maret 2011

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

yeah, every song is based on true story,

I mostly agree with that,

and this one is really can relate to teens my age,

(with no hypocrite I also included one of them),

see!



"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.