my 18th

its my eighteenth, its my turn
because the world's round and it turns me on
because the wind's high and it blows my mind
life is old
life is new
life is all
I'm in..

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"I miss the old ya! where you at?"

"sorry, in the past, go get the time machine if you really so"

-if you smart enough, you know the answer-
because I'm home, safe and sound
tsokay then,

"what is the best present in your entire life?"

"being born and given the chance"

i would be a person who always be grateful
thanks God,
funk YOU!

:)

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

yeah, every song is based on true story,

I mostly agree with that,

and this one is really can relate to teens my age,

(with no hypocrite I also included one of them),

see!

"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

letters to God

dear my funky God,
we need to talk..

from now I'm claiming let it flow

ok enough is enough,
don't be bother to explain it
i know what's fun is fun, what's done is done

maybe its already my destiny to be the central,
yeah wtvr I do I can't be normally like others,
but now,
from now I'm claiming let it flow


:)

when a boy met an angel

another awkward story

from another awkward student

The story starts from here,

About more than a half year ago,

When the boy felt lonely.. so lonely inside and so tired outside,

He decided out the class and looking for some remedy scenery,

he was looking at the scenery below from the second floor,

he saw plenty of plants with the wind caressed em,

plenty of birds sing along melodious,

plenty of students joking and laughing each others

how life.. bangs!

d’oh! Holy crap

out of the blue..

he looked an angel, yeah he thought for fallen angel,

across the class

(his class)

(at that moment, he was eleventh and the angel was tenth)

so pretty darn beautiful angel, whatta gorgeous girl

he likes how the angel appearances

he likes how the angel glance to him

he likes how the angel laughing with her friends

he likes how the angel walk away

he likes how the angel blush to him

he thought he immediatelly hypnotized by the fallen angel

he thought the angel would be next to him

and

The god answered

Scrool down

Scrool down

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No the boy wont fill the blank

Because now the fallen angel will fill the blank

Completely his days

Scrool down

more

scrool down

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If you love me, love me right!

Getting ready for being the unyuest couple

Because, all we need is…………

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Love.